My ultimate destination

The day was always there
Every beautiful day with new dawn
Its that you just have to give it fair chance
And try to make its your own

Every morning marks new beginning
New horizons were always there waiting

Waiting and waiting only for you
Proving yout worth is mere illusion
your worth to other was never the question
How much worth is you to you

So many puzzle but only you can solve
Every solution will help you evolve
Limits are selfmade, Just let them fade away
A new beginning will automatically make the way

Just let go all your inhibition
Decide whats your own destination
You don’t have to prove your worth
As your achievements are no dearth

The day will come when you will decide
And after that life will be simple ride
I know win will be yours
So what if you were against the tide

Bri

The War of Dreams:

My dreams for me Vs. Their dreams for me

My dreams for me Vs. Their nightmares for me

My nightmares for me Vs. Their dreams for me

My dreams for them Vs. Their dreams for them

...MY nightmares for them Vs. Their dreams for them

My dreams for them Vs. Their nightmares for them

Me

Dreams vs nightmare in either case you will win; yours vs theirs in

either case illusion will win

love is what.............

                                                  LOVE IS ABSTRACT

Love is abstract quantity like magnetism which attract 2 opposite atoms of the world and binds them eventually. Like magnetism we can feel love nor see it neither give proof of its existence. But like magnetic effect diminishes or strengthe...ns with time depending upon its in its magnetic field or opposite magnetic field. Love to diminishes or strengthens with time depending on favorable or unfavorable situation.
Rarely magnetism and love between opposite atoms grow in adverse condition and if they does there are many underlying conditions exist with them.

Everything comes easy in your way
Like sand glitters on the beautiful bay
With beautiful dawn with first sun ray
Your life shines and sparkles like this everyday
Hope your life will always be beautiful bliss
Every moment should be beautiful to cherish
You achieve everything whatever you wish

Maan ka dard

agar khuda ne dil sheesha ka na banya hota

.to tum iske tukkde karke baar baar jaati kaise,,,,,

hamari mohabbat ka sheesha bhi har baar toda tumne ..

lekin chuban ka ilzaam iss kadar mujhpe lagati kaise

Sitam kiye tumne itne sisak bhi na nikli.

...meri har baat ko tum gunah banati kaise

Main bhi unn sheeho se chalani hua per uff tak nahi ki...

aur ek kharooch ko tum yoon nasoor banati kaise

Maan ka dard

agar khuda ne dil sheesha ka na banya hota

.to tum iske tukkde karke baar baar jaati kaise,,,,,

hamari mohabbat ka sheesha bhi har baar toda tumne ..

lekin chuban ka ilzaam iss kadar mujhpe lagati kaise

Sitam kiye tumne itne sisak bhi na nikli.

...meri har baat ko tum gunah banati kaise

Main bhi unn sheeho se chalani hua per uff tak nahi ki...

aur ek kharooch ko tum yoon nasoor banati kaise


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jin aankhon se hai pyaar jhalkta
mere dard ki dastaan bhi unse byaan hoti hai
pyaar main bhale he dard beinthihan mile
dard sahne ke bhi ek intihaan hoti hai
kitni doosriyan bada di hai tumne humse
inn faaslon se meri jaan fanna hoti hai

PRICE of love; VALUE of love

Irony of life is we never care nor value those who love us selflessly. Teji and Geet are exactly mirror image of these words in this fictional character. They are though quite different in basic attitude, behavior and nature but sadly both share same opinion about their spouse and hold same position in their married life. According to both of them their spouse owes all love, care, and respect to them and has no right to dream or ask anything in return. If they do, their love is selfish, possessive or insecure. Irony of life is both not respect nor understand their own spouse. Their arrogance, their attitude and their ego never allow them to see beyond their own self. Both love being a meek spectator to all disgrace and slur thrown at their respective partners or better they themselves do the honors and insult them. One is suffering for her own future and other is suffering for his own selfless love.

As for geet she has no respect for selfless love, which was god blessing to her who stood by her through all her lows and thick and thin. Both love to destroy their self respect everyday with their golden words and arrogant attitude. Basically in short these two have no respect for marriage nor do they understand its mutual relationship not individual.

A relationship where only one partner is caring and loving other at receiving end will ultimately go through slow death. Valuing the importance of your other half and respecting is basic essential of any relationship. Still both choose to not value them intentionally or unintentionally.

Sadly Teji actions can be credited to his chauvinistic upbringing but we have no logic for such pathetic stubborn behavior from Geet. When that happened, a strong sensible mature geet suddenly had some 360 rotation in her characterization without any strong logical support. As viewers few supporters tried to justify her actions with overused yet very much flawed tool of Assumption assumptions and more assumptions. But did any of these assumptions come true, even touch reality through creative's attempt, none. Why, because creative themselves stopped caring for characterization of their most prominent lead character. May be I can credit these blind supporters of Geet who just to support her for any reason, that creative stopped caring for characters. When a child does his first mistake like stealing and parents choose ignore it for love they make pave for future criminal and his dark future. So this dark characterization of Geet is credited to blind love and adulation she has received till now for her mistakes so now all she does is blunders not mistakes.

Price is what you pay. Value is what you get. Same hold for Maan singh Khurana nowdays. Price is what he is paying for his selfless love and geet gets all value in this selfless love. For his true selfless love he deserved someone who would have loved him unconditionally above all abstract nouns of this world. He got conciliation prize in form of unlimited insults and humiliations at hands of her own love and her relatives. But for what he is praying this price? Price for saving her life, or its price for saving her from social disgrace, or its price for fighting for her self respect or its just for loving her unconditionally above his self respect. Or is it just for following her everywhere to help her or save her or to keep her out of trouble.

Geet journey from quiet sacred girl to independent women was not all simple, but a fellow companion like Maan at every corner of road not let made that difficult too. A support system like him allowed her to grow out of her dark past with no reminiscence of past allowed to intrude in present or future. But does she herself allowed that from her inner self. She still loves to live in self pity for her past destroying her present with no hopes for future. Geet whom he groomed and molded himself from a weak girl to strong woman and taught her to fight for self respect and principles has now raised big question to his own self respect and his own principles.His self respect is butchered everyday, his ethics principles are questioned, he is being treated like paid slave. But he takes all that to win back her love. But why he lost his love just because he questioned her on self respect.

Forgiveness is divine so why it's divine only when it's granted to a rapist or sinner why it loose its essence when you give to your own husband. A question on self respect can't be a sin nor crime anywhere equivalent to raping it. Nor the detrimental and harmful aftereffects of two are comparable. From being a young girl of school to pregnant lone unwed mother with family out to kill for pseudo self respect with noone on her side along with mental trauma. Other one had some mental trauma or shock , there were none in recent case. So why forgiveness granted on basis of repentance in one case whereas punishing husband is not enough in other case. Is there any logical sense that can defy that?

Pammi on other hand suffering at hand of family for her future but she knows how to keep family intact. Her priorities are straight and simple to live for her family as compare to geet which are difficult to understand without help of lot of assumptions. Like if she wanted to start afresh life with husband with clear past and for Maan happiness if she forgave Dev why not she try to forgave Maan for same reason. When Maan stood for your and your family respect and fought for you Why not you fight for his self respect. Why his pain was not visible to you but to yet to paami and biji? Paami can see and feel your love for him, does she know what your Maaan is doing for you but yet she feel for both of you. She feels for your love. But you blinded by your own ego, anger and arrogance, you chose not to see his love, his broken self respect and now his physical pain too. Is that the price of love and is that value of someone so precious in your life. Someone said it right we don't care for our most precious possession until we loss it. Truth is inside you around you but you chose to go blind to it.

Love Respect Care all Pammi carved never received and you received so much that you altogether stop caring for it. You yourself closed all door to happiness and beautiful futurein your anger. Anger Arrogance Ego of one can kill any relationship even if love and care of other try to flourish. A relationship is was and always mutual bond much above me, I and myself.

Learn to value love or this time you will pay price for not valuing it.

Kuch khawab tootne ke dard.....maan to geet....

Maan to geet

Tumhari akhri manzeel main tha...vahi babji ne tumhe uss din batya tha.

Hamre baache ko humme milane ka bas ek zaariya banaya tha.....

Kisne kaha tumahri zindagi ka vo hissa aab nahi.....

Hamare rishte kee har saans main sirf uske hone ka ahsaas hai.....

Jab tak hum tum saath hai ......uska vajood hamesha hamare ass paas hai

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Tum koi rasta nahi kisi .......anjaane safar ka........
manzil to tumhari hamesha se tai thi.......
baat bas itni hai ..tumhe khud iss raste ke manzil ka ahsaas nahi...............

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Kisne kaha zindagi main gum nahi hote……….

yeh sirf pholo ka ashiyan kaaton ka nahi………

Kisne kaha kuch pane kee khwaishe nahi hoti………

Per shayad har ek khwaish poori nahi hoti………

Kisne kaha kuch kho dene ka gum nahi hota……

Per kisske jaane se jindgi nahi rukti

Kisne kaha zindagi main har rooz ek jung nahi hoti…………

usse haar jaane se zindagi zindagi nahi hoti

Kisne kaha har saans lena vala zinda hota hai……….

Kabhi kabhi lashon ki akhiri mayat nahi hoti

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khuda to geet

Teri shaksiyat maine banayi iss tarah

Ki logo ko tere tootne ka guma na ho.....

Fir batana hai tujhe sabko abb......

Kisi pathar main taqat nahi jo tujhe tod de

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geet to maan

Meri dard ki intihaan tumhe samjh nahi aati............
JO chala gaya vo meri jeene kee vagah tha..............
Jo toota hai vo dil hai mera koi sheesha nahi............
kaise jod doon dil ke tukde itni jaldi.............
Akhir sheesho ko judne main bhi vaqt lagta hai..........

Maan - Geet kuch dil kee baatein kuch shikve gile

Maan to geet

Tumko smajhna to tha bahut mushkil

Kyoon tumhe main khud ko samjha na paaya

Tumse upper to khuda bhi nahi tha

Kyoon tumhe yeh yakin dikhla na paaya

Ek ek pal se maine jo ashianya tha buna

Kyoon use yoon bikharne se baacha na paaya

Saachai hee to pyaar tha mere liye

Kyoon inn aakhon ki saach padha na paaya.

Visvas hota hai ya nahi hai hota

Kyoon tumhe visvas khud pe dila na paaya

Tumhari khushiyon se chalti thi jindgi meri

Kyoon isse maut se baacha na paaya

Galti to meri hi thi

Bharosa kiya kissi pe khud se jayda

Pyaar kiya kissi se khud se jayda

Ibadat ki kissi ki khud se jayda

To kaise karoon shikva shikayat kissi se

Jab aab bhi tumhe khud se juda main ker na paaya

Har pal har jagah ki izhaare mohabbat maine

Kyoon bas uss deen yeh dil cheerke dilkhla na paya

Jab main jee hee nahi skata uske bina

Kyoon uske dil main vo jagah khud ki bana na paaya

Jo unhe hai lagta aham hai mera

Kyoon usmain pyaar ki jahalk dikhla na paaya

Vaade todna tumhara shaunk hai mera nahi

Kyoon tumhe vo vaade yaad dila na paaya

Tum fir bhi chal diye naye asman ki talash main

Aur main tumhare pairo ke nishan aab tak mita na paaya

Bujh jaaye jo kissi jhokhe se meri mohabbat vo laun nahi

Yahi samjhane aaya hoon vapis jo tumhe pehle samjha na paaya

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geet to maan

Meri khusiyon ke liye mujhse door jaane ka faisla

to ismain main kyoon shamil nahi

Mana ki kuch kismet ki kuch meri bhi thi khatha

Per kyoon sang chalne ke main kabil nahi

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kuch khayal asse hee

phoolon se to nafrat acchi hai..
unki nazakat....sirf kaaton ke saath milti hai...

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Iss baat ka shikva nahi....humko ker diya rusva iss jahan main

iss baat ka shikva nahi ....ek pal main bhula diye saare vaade..

Gum hai to iss cheez ka...meri aakhien karti rahi bayaan

aur vo mere lavzon main jawab dhoodhte rahe...

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jo agar khuda ne dil sheesha ka banya hota to.....to tum uske tukkde karke jaati kaise,,,,,

sheeshe to toda bhi tumne ...aur chuban ka ilzaam iss kadar mujhpe lagati kaise

Sitam kiye tumne itne ke uff tak na nikal saki......meri haar baat ko gila banati kaise

Main to unn sheeho se chalani hoon.......aur ek kharooch pe tum yoon aanson bahati

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Nafrat karte hai tumse to bhi chuban dil ko hoti hai
Na kare pyaar tumhe yeh jung khud se hoti hai
Kyoon hota hai yeh dil bebaas jab aankhen tumhari roti hai
gar taqdir milana chati hai humko to yeh rahe juda kyoon hoti hai
Ho iss qadar mere wajood ka hisa kis judai se jaan meri fanna hoti hai

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na jaane kitni koshishe ki humne...na jaane kitni baar batya
kitni aziz ho tum iss Zindgi main...har baar tumhe jatlaya
tumhare har inkaar ke baad tum tak paoochne ka naya rasta banya
har mushkil main tumhare saath chalne ka vada nibaya
Na diya mauka koi safai ka, bas saza sunake chale gaye
Aur aab inn andhero ka ilzam bhi humpe lagya

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Tumse door rahna khawaish nahi hai hamarNazare yun churana dil ki majboori hai

Rusva jo kiya humne ek dooje ko iss qadar

Ki aab yeh dooriyan bahut jaoroori hai

Eh kash tumne meri mohabbat ko samjha hota

kitni khali hai yeh zindagi tum bin kitni adhuri hai

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zakham mile jo iss mohabbat main dua mujhe lage

Inn ke bahane hi sahi tum humse aake mile

Uss dard se na hai koi gila na koi shikva

Jiss mere dard pe aason tumhare nikale

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Maan ka dard -

Maan to geet

Yeh dil itna baichan kyoon hota hai tumse

Tumhe pane ki khushi isse aab chupti nahi hai

Tumne bhi mana hamare vajood hai iss kadar jude

Ki tumhare pass aane ki kashihs aab rukti nahi hai

Har pal har ghadhi rahoon saath tumhare

Aab yeh dooriyan is kadar khalti kyon hai

Tum ho main hoon varna main kuch nahi

Tumhari sason se meri sasen chalti kyoon hai

Yeh hai koi karishma ya tumhare pyaar ka asar

Tum sang zindsgi itne khoobsurat rang badalti kyoon hai

Paas ane ko tumhare yeh dil kyoon hota hai itna baichan

Rukte nahi yeh zazbat aab, is kadar niyat fisalti kyoon hai

Chunna chahta hoon har gum ko tumahare

Tumhare dard se atama meri jalti kyoon hai

Jin aankhon ka padhne ka dawa kiya tha maine

Unko iss qara nam dekhke yeh jaan nikalti kyoon hai

Itne kyoon , kyoon hai hamare beech main

Aur tumhari aankhon ki paheli mujhse bhoojthi nahi hai

Iss riste main aab na ho koi jijhak na hi koi sharam

Rahe na aba doori koi yeh khawaish aab chupti nahi hai

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Maan to geet

Tumko smajhna to tha bahut mushkil

Kyoon tumhe main khud ko samjha na paaya

Tumse upper to khuda bhi nahi tha

Kyoon tumhe yeh yakin dikhla na paaya

Ek ek pal se maine jo ashianya tha buna

Kyoon use yoon bikharne se baacha na paaya

Saachai hee to pyaar tha mere liye

Kyoon inn aakhon ki saach padha na paaya.

Visvas hota hai ya nahi hai hota

Kyoon tumhe visvas khud pe dila na paaya

Tumhari khushiyon se chalti thi jindgi meri

Kyoon isse maut se baacha na paaya

Galti to meri hi thi

Bharosa kiya kissi pe khud se jayda

Pyaar kiya kissi se khud se jayda

Ibadat ki kissi ki khud se jayda

To kaise karoon shikva shikayat kissi se

Jab aab bhi tumhe khud se juda main ker na paaya

Tum fir bhi chal diye naye asman ki talash main

Aur main tumhare pairo ke nishan aab tak mita na paaya

Sayari MAAN GEET.........Some random words scribbling

Maan to geet

Tumhare anne se jana

Zindgi inti bhi badrang nahi

Tumhare aane se jaana

Tum nahi to khushiyan mere sang nahi

Kitne sawal hai iss dil ke tumse

Poochte vaqt yun zhuban ladkhadati kyoon hai

Har nayi choti si sharat tumhari

Yoon mujhe hasanti kyoon hai

Sharam se jhooki vo nazare tumhari

Mujh main nayi sharatein jagati kyoon hai

Tumhare aanson iss kadar dil ko chubte kyoon hai

Tumhari muskurhat dil ko itna sukoon de jaati kyoon hai

Kabhi jo ho tum shant sagar si

Kabhi nadi si chanchal ho tum

Kitne roop Kite rang

Khud main yoon samete ho tum

Ek anbhooj paheli ho tum

Tumhe suljhana itna mushkil kyoon hai

Chahoon na ya na chahoon

Mera dil tumse hi dhadkta kyoon hai

Geet to Maan

Kuch baatein jo dil main thi  

Kuch khayab humne sajaye the

Vo hi to zindgi ke hansi lamhe the 

  Jo sang tumhare bitaye the

Tume zindgi jo de di 

Tumhare pyaar ne jeena sikhaya

Tumne saath jo diya 

Tumhare pyaar ne ladna sikhaya

Tumse juda yeh kuch deen 

Ek jahnum main bitaye the

Yeh vada hai kuhd ka khud se 

Tumse upper aab khuda bhi nahi

Geet bani hi tumhare liye thi Maan

Baki saare rishte to shuru se paraye the

Nupur

♥ And I've lost who I am

And I can't understand

Why my heart is so broken

Rejecting your love

Without love gone wrong

...Lifeless words carry on

But I know, all I know

Is that the end's beginning ♥

Me

If you have lost yourself

Than I have found you

Your heart is in shadow of anger

Love will bring light to it

Love is not word its undefined feeling

...A power to bring life to dead soul

Accept love it would mark new beginning

NUP

Last night we fell apart

& broke to pieces.

And I saw, wht it was

I had done to you.

I was wrong.I was wrong.

Me

You were not wrong..

Sometime situations were wrong

Sometime it was wrong time

Its you who work

Cribbing never works

Its time to join pieces

Bring them to Life again